where the firelight fades (107812 words) by AlexSeanchai
the annotated edition
Chapters: 17/17
Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Alya Césaire & Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug & Paris, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Gabriel Agreste | Papillon | Hawk Moth
Characters: Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Alya Césaire, Gabriel Agreste | Papillon | Hawk Moth, Miraculous Ladybug Ensemble
Additional Tags (Genre): Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Akumatized Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Identity Reveal, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Romantic Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending
Additional Tags (Content Notes): Character Death, Temporary Character Death, Suicidal Ideation, Fire, Lies, Truth Spells, Unreliable Narrator, Queer Het, Queer Themes, Puns & Word Play, Miraculous History
Additional Tags (Characterization): Autistic Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, ADHD Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Demigirl Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Stressed Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Stubborn Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Autistic Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Demiboy Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir Has Issues, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir Needs a Hug, Nonbinary Alya Césaire | Rena Rouge, Angry Alya Césaire, Good Friend Nino Lahiffe, Badass Alix Kubdel, Chloé Bourgeois Redemption, Protective Kagami Tsurugi, Gabriel Agreste | Hawk Moth is an Asshole, Emilie Agreste Lives, Master Fu Is Doing His Best, Lila Rossi's Lies Are Exposed, Implied Future Lila Rossi Redemption, Everyday Heroes of Miraculous Paris
Additional Tags (Relationships): Minor Chloé Bourgeois/Kagami Tsurugi, Minor Alya Césaire/Nino Lahiffe, Minor Juleka Couffaine/Rose Lavillant
Additional Tags: Inspired by Fanart, Podfic Welcome, Fanart Welcome
Summary:
chapters 1 & 2: "madness I've seen in her eyes" & "we were both of us betrayed"
1: nonconsensual kiss. 2: torture, description of burnt flesh.
chapter 3: "a memory I've never known"
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chapter 4: "all of the choices we tried to disguise"
burn injuries.
chapter 5: "candles on the table"
vomiting, familial queer-hating attitudes. also dubconéby which I mean implied sexual activity, which is not even dubiously consensual to the author's mind, but the reason readers might consider it dubcon is implicit in the text and the reason the author's certain it's consensual is entirely offscreen.
chapter 6: "something I won't recognize"
dissociation, trauma responses, selective mutism, blood.
chapter 7: "all of the silence"
dissociation, mental breakdowns.
chapter 8: "my simple, careless plans"
discussion of racist behavior.
chapter 9: "for I've been here before"
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chapter 10: "can't quite hold, but can't let go"
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chapter 11: "carry me home"
vomiting.
chapter 12: "a bitter smile"
referenced/hypothetical animal death.
chapter 13: "a half-familiar tune"
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chapter 14: "well-loved hands"
a couple flavors of bullying.
chapter 15: "entwined like voices"
trauma flashbacks, some of the sort one can wake up from and some not, and other acute stress responses.
chapter 16: "she held the cost"
police violence, emergency medical treatment, dissociation.
chapter 17: "burning from all the goodbyes"
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